Do You Know About Triggers? </br> I have decided to write this as a break from making up my mind, to write about another experience of my Child Sexual Abuse. The word 'TRIGGER' It sounds exactly like it is. Makes you freeze and then you die, for some time though. Do you know I carry this heaviness with me 24x7, since the time it has happened! It feels like a dark suffocating ghostly load on my upper back. With claws to dig in my skin. My skin that feels things.
Posted on 04 February 2016
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Posted on 18 January 2016
My blood boils. You think it will evaporate, leaving me dead and pale after all the irregular menstruation every month, but no. I exist. I still feel the anger in multi folds that I used to. Even after almost a decade now. Wow! About ten years. And it still feels like yesterday. <img class="img-responsive center-block" alt="CSA" src="/img/sexual-abuse-of-me-and-my-mind/sexual-abuse-of-me-and-my-mind-1.jpg" width=50% heigth=50% /> </br> My earliest memory of my sexual abuse is my first cousin feeling my per-pubescent chest and remarking that I don't have any breast.